A New Beginning

September 30, 2011 § Leave a comment

This is the beginning of a new journey for me and also my new wife.  It has taken me sixty years to come to a place where I am allowing my Father in heaven to lead my life instead of leading it myself and going in the wrong direction.

My first book is all about ‘The Right Way’ and is an autobiography. In short it tells of my life with God and without God, although He was still there in the wings. It will be wonderful to have you on board as a reader.

I pray that you have or will find what you are searching for.

Side tracking but still going ‘The Right Way’

April 29, 2012 § Leave a comment

‘Oh my gosh’.

This week has been a very powerful and awe-inspiring week.
At our church we are doing 40 Days of Purpose, using the book ‘The Purpose Driven Life” by Rick Warren
Pastor of Saddleback Church in Southern California. It is an extremely powerful book if any individual is prepared to open their heart to what God wants for them.

Personally, although I have always loved Jesus, I was not a practicing Christian for forty years. During this time I was always aware of God and what He thought about me and the things and situations that I got myself into.

Being involved in this six-week course, although just in the first week, has already shown me that what I have already learnt from the book and had my eyes opened to was already instilled within me. The only reason I did not realise this was because my eyes were closed to it and also my ears. However, my heart was still with the Lord, and I had learnt a lot about how I should allow my life to be organised by God without even knowing it. Rick Warren tells on the very first page of his book that God had planned the moment that I picked up the book to start the course.

In Ephesians 1:11 we can read that it is in Christ that we find out who we are, and what we are living for.

It struck me on that first page, that God knew before He created the world that I would read this book, do this six-week course and be touched by the fact that He chose me because He knew I would honour Him, Love Him and glorify Him. At this time my own great great-grandfathers great great-grandfather had not even been born. How special does that make me feel. For God to want me Robert Russell to worship Him in all my ways truly is an exceptional honour. For God is the ‘King of Kings’, ‘Lord of Lords’, the ‘I am’ the ‘Alfa and Omega’ He chose me Just as He chose you. Why would I not want to worship Him in all my ways, glorify Him in all my ways, consult Him in everything I do, and Love Him unconditionally.

Page nine is headed ‘A Journey With Purpose’, I am not even looking at the first chapter yet, just a page that tells me how to get the best from this book. But God had already pre-wired me with a predetermined time, after Rick Warren had written the book ‘The Purpose Driven Life’. God knew that the book would awaken within me something that He had put there before the creation of the world.

Within the Forty Days of Purpose course, small focus groups have been set up. I myself attend two because I knew before we started the course that I just had to get this teaching rooted deep within me. Both of the sessions that I have now attended once, have been so powerful in their own way and I have no reason to believe that the power  within the groups will not grow and grow and grow. Getting to know others that you have seen around for many years but not really spoken to is in itself a wonderful experience, and the subjects that come up within the focus group are a learning curve for many I am sure.

This morning 29th April 2012 saw our first church service while the course has been going. The worship was taken to another level, by our wonderful worship team, and the congregation was so on fire as was our Pastor as always. Truly the Holy Spirit was there as there was a sweet scent in the air.

This may seem a little far-fetched and beyond understanding for many, but there will also be many of you in Gods kingdom and some that do not know him yet, that will also understand this completely. I give praise and thanks to God for that. As you can see, this journey will have a great purpose and a powerful one it will be, of that I have no doubt.

I will over the next six weeks be looking at this from my perspective and sharing my thoughts with you. I greatly look forward to what God is going to reveal during the next week, and pray that He will touch the hearts of many.

Meanwhile, be good – you know you should, and if you tried you know you could.

Blessings,

Robert

The Cross

April 8, 2012 § Leave a comment

Hello everyone, 

And a very happy and blessed Easter to you all.

This week we will divert from my book, to look at the most prolific, awesome and selfless act ever known to this world, even though not believed by many.
The Crucifixion of our Lord Jesus Christ on the cross at Calvary. In my opinion, this was an act of total selflessness on two counts. Firstly by our Heavenly Father who gave His only begotten Son to die for our sins on that cross.
Let’s look at this for a moment. Would you or I ever contemplate allowing our own son to be whipped, spat at, ridiculed and nailed to a cross, just so that other people’s sins could be forgiven. You can bet your life we would not.

So then in that case why would we not….
Simply because we do not have the capacity to love with the depth that God can. His love is totally and utterly immeasurable because He is the one and only one, meaning that there is no one that can come close to the magnificent and all-powerful God that He is.
His Son, given for the forgiveness of our sins and our chance to have everlasting life.  Jesus lived on this earth with us for thirty-three years. Towards the end of this time, Jesus knew what He had to do. However what could have happened if Jesus had decided to say He was not going to give Himself to die for His fellow-man. Where would we be today. There would be no forgiveness of sins for a start, then there is the distinct possibility that over the centuries since Jesus, the church would have just drifted away because people were just not interested. Can you imagine what life would actually be like today if that had happened. Lawlessness would be worldwide to a far greater degree than it is today I would think, satan would possibly be trying to assert himself as some sort of King on earth, and because of our total lack of wisdom we would naturally see him as some sort of saviour and follow him.
Boy oh boy, just writing this I can feel the heat of hell around me, and have to take a deep breath and give thanks to the Lord for His act of love. We may be blinded by the heat of hell so that we just cannot see what we have been led into, there would be no way back just because there would be nowhere to go, hell in a hand basket I suppose. I am actually sitting at my desk pondering over what it could be like, terrible.
Fortunately for us, Jesus had no choice because He was given to womb of the virgin Mary  for one purpose and one purpose only. The redemption of man, the forgiveness of sins and eternal life, to put it into one word it is to be ‘SAVED.’
In my home town of Gravesend in the UK we were privileged to have a pageant staged in our town by the drama group from the church that I attend.
City Praise Centre alongside other churches from our town of Gravesend did the community proud. The act of the beating of Jesus during his judgement and afterwards was amazing and very realistic. Hearts were heavy all over the community square for what Jesus had to endure on our behalf. But praise God that He did endure it and did not say no.
Because of the selfless act of our Lord and saviour Jesus Christ we can now look at the cross and see that he was resurrected, because the cross is empty for He is risen. They say that it is possible to do something too much, but where God  is concerned it can never be too much so I am going to attach a poem which I put on the website a few days ago.

He is Risen
Oh how I weep at your feet Lord. Oh mighty Lord, Son of the living God, your tears I feel as they fall onto my shoulders then mingle with this royal blood at my feet. How could they crucify you in this way, my heart truly wretched at the sight to mine eyes of this travesty to thy flesh? I feel the pain oh Lord, the biting of the nails as hammered through your still living hands.                                But for when did mans sin become so obnoxious, that this to your Son oh God should be.
I feel unworthy to look onward to your blood stained flesh, but weep  uncontrollably as I do. 
Your body totally stripped of joined flesh; a fish net has fewer holes than thee.
Your time upon this cross is of many hours by nine no less I count.                                                                                                                                                                                                                       Your last breath I hear intake, Eloi, Eloi, lama Sabachthani?  As my Lord did last expel.
My heart doth sink for I know not of what is to come. Oh Heavenly Father the living God of all creation, I beseech thee Oh holy one. Oh knit together this flesh oh God, for the time of miracles is of earnest due.
I rise aplomb to sight of body no more; I cried from whence did this sad array of flesh be gone.
Alas I grieve my savior Lord no more before me. My body outstretched on dusty ground wracked with pain from the expulsion of tears of mine, I slumber two plus nights.                                                                                                                                                               Awakened in the dawn of morn by the soft voice and touch of mighty hands, I am awakened to the glory of resurrection. Thy hands are proof enough oh Son of God. I shout with cries of loud acclamation, HE IS RISEN. HE IS RISEN INDEED.
 
Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani interpreted as My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?
Mark 15:34  Taken from the rainbow study bible. New International Version.

R. O. R.

© January 2011

That’s it for this week, enjoy the Bank Holiday.

Meanwhile, be good – you know you should, and if you tried you know you could.

“The Right Way” blog cont….Chapter 6

April 1, 2012 § Leave a comment

It seems a long time since I last wrote on this blog, well it is two weeks after all.

Sorry if you have missed the updates, but my normal daily work and home life has had to take preference as things got very busy for a while and spare time was like gold dust. Hopefully though, things are now back on track and I can get straight again.

This week I am going to be looking at chapter six of my book. The wrong approach.
1) Bitterness is a cancer,
2) Love yourself to love others,
3) Forgive yourself to forgive others.

Bitterness is a cancer

Yes! Bitterness is a cancer. When you hold a grudge against someone for whatever reason, it gradually gnaws away inside you. Not necessarily noticeable at first, but believe me it is there doing its nasty little job of work.

In our heads we seem to convince ourselves that we can forgive and forget, but really we want to shout and scream at the person(s) concerned, or worse still do harm to them, or we might carry out some sort of vendetta in our own heads but not actually doing harm to them. Which by the way would then land us in trouble with the police. Maybe even the start of a criminal record.

So we have a cancer growing inside caused by our own attitude towards somebody. Notice that I said caused by our own attitude, not everything can be blamed onto satan. Although we may be in some areas living the way that he wants us to live, we have allowed it to happen. Either way we have it and may have been caused by someone whom we have to work with, is a member of our family or church or association. How are we going to deal with that cancer, the solution is to say sorry, that done we can now carry on as before. Wrong, if we just carry on as before the cancer will eventually return.
So where did this bitterness/cancer come from, it is of our own making.
Because we initially decide that we won’t say anything to the person concerned because we can cope with it, we lock it away.                Rather like a block of cheese being put in the fridge because we know the fridge will keep it fresh, but there are changes taking place which we cannot see. Eventually those changes become evident in the form of mould. Ok! I know that we can cut the mould off and still eat some of the cheese, but if we put the cheese back into the fridge and leave it there for a while it will soon develop more mould.
It is rather like that when we have this lack of forgiveness inside us. As already mentioned it begins to gnaw away at us on the inside and the mould i.e. bitterness/cancer begins to form. Eventually the resentment that builds up within us starts to change us as a person, not in all points of our personality but in areas that would cause us to think about the reason for this change.

Love yourself to love others.

Before we can forgive the person(s) who done wrong to us, we must forgive ourselves and learn to love everything about ourselves. For it is not possible to love someone else if you are unable to love yourself. Within the ways of the world this may be seen as narcissism (from Greek Narkissos) where one is too much in love with oneself. In the spirit you have to be love to give love.                  For we are made in God’s own image and God personifies love. Love is embodied within itself and gets stronger and stronger with love.Without this no man can truly love, therefore without love you cannot give love.

Forgive yourself to forgive others.
Without love you cannot forgive, just as you have to forgive yourself to be able to forgive others. This is so important to be able to give true forgiveness to others that have done wrong to you. Why would anyone want to live life with the turmoil that unforgiveness can cause, living within them. It binds you up, limits your capacity for happiness and much more. Having personally experienced this cancer, I can say with true conviction that being let free through forgiveness and love is a wonderful feeling a true blessing from God. If you have never felt a true weight being lifted and being replaced with an unprecedented love, then you have yet to experience, one touch from the King.

Meanwhile, stay good – you know you should, and if you tried you know you could.

Blessings,

Robert

‘The Right Way’ blog continued….but first an addition.

March 17, 2012 § Leave a comment

Hi all,

Sorry there was no blog last week, but things were a little bit manic as you will be able to see considering the details below, as well as the fact that I in fact wrote up my blog and whoops, I pressed the wrong button and deleted it by accident! I was too tired to start all over again and I just have not had a chance to re-write it until now.

Have I got news for….my followers.

Yesterday, saw the culmination of nine months hard work, prayer and great wonder. Now if you have been on twitter or Facebook you may already know the answer, if not, read on.

I BECAME A GRANDAD AGAIN.
Little Louis, well! I say little 10lb 4ozs not exactly little came into the world at 1:19 pm on Friday 9th March 2012. Perfectly healthy, all parts working and in the correct place. I give praise and thanks to God for this wonderful miracle that has been born into His kingdom here on earth.

Big brother little brother  on the night of the birth

        Why is it that some people see it as their right to abuse such treasured gifts from God, a gift that is made in His own image. I weep in my heart when I hear or read stories of such atrocities, such things could only be in us from the prince of darkness, satan. If you read last weeks blog you will know that this is something that touches me deeply. These young children are at our mercy purely because they cannot defend themselves, we must do all we can to protect them at all cost, they are after all God’s children.
‘The Right Way’ general chit-chat.
Q&A:
Q: How do I know that God told me to write the book?
A: I know because God laid it on my heart.
Q: What do you mean you had it placed on your heart?
A: When God speaks to you He speaks to the heart.
Q: Why does He speak to the heart, why not just normally?
A: Because the heart is the complete fullness of us. How we are in our ways, the way we act is how we are in our hearts. (Proverbs 27:19)
Q:How do you know when God has spoken to your heart?
A: I cannot say it is the same for every body, but for me it is a knowing within my heart and my spirit that God has spoken to me.
          For me, I know that when God has laid something on my heart, I have to obey. It might be to write a book, to apologise to someone who I have been unkind to and such things. God may ask you to make things right because he wants to be able to move in your life but cannot because there is a bitterness there which needs to be healed (chapter 6 page 83 of my book ‘The Right Way’).
          Naturally, you don’t have to obey God because He gave us free will but if you love Him and worship Him, you will instinctively want to honour Him by obeying what He has placed within you.
          When God laid it on my heart about writing the book, I actually felt a sense of conviction, but at the same time, I thought within my spirit, ‘you must be joking!’ There were more words placed within me and I just knew that if God gave me the idea or thought, then He would enable me to do so. God said, ‘I have not taken you on this life journey for no reason’. I knew without any doubt that God was serious about the book. I however, protested in my spirit by saying, ‘but I don’t know how to write  a book’. There was no answer to this retort because God already had a plan, which was waiting to be put into action.
          I started straight away fumbling about how I would start the book. I did not know what to say but I tried and God could see the sincerity in my heart and the wisdom and knowledge required just came to me. Before I started to write the book, all I knew about computers was how to turn them on, play solitaire, surf a little bit, work the printer and of course, I was pretty good at blowing PC’s up, not literally, just causing them to break down.
          I needed to be fairly adept with a PC and I asked God to show me how. Every time I got stuck and did not know what to do, it was as though there was an inbuilt manual inside of me. I would fumble for a while and then, hey presto! I suddenly knew what to do!
          It was one of the most exciting and time-consuming projects that I have ever embarked on. I had no idea how long it would take to complete but the manuscript was completed within eighteen months, including re-writes. I felt pretty chuffed with myself and with good reason, as it is no mean feat writing a book. I had to relive parts of my life that I did not relish, but I thank God for the wonderful lady He had brought into my life.
          My girlfriend Suzetta as she was then, many times cradled me in her arms and allowed the tears to flow and there were many. Through all the tears though and the writing God has totally healed me in all ways. I suppose you could say that I am a restored work in progress.
          God is so good. I would probably have disappointed my earthly father through my unrighteous behaviour, which would’ve alienated us from each other but God just stays there with us, encouraging us. When the time is right, He puts us back on our feet and builds us up again to an even greater level. His love is never-ending and never-failing.
          I have been very humbled by the fact that God told me to write the book, and my life has been changed totally in all ways for the better.
That about wraps it up for this week, so have a good one and God Bless till we meet again.
Meanwhile, stay good – you know you should, and if you try you know you could.
Blessings, Robert
P.S. Check out the new poets page, new poems coming on most weeks.

More on ‘The Right Way’… but first

March 3, 2012 § Leave a comment

Hi gang,

Well! I hope you have all had a good week. If you have had food to eat, clothes to wear and a place to sleep you have had a truly blessed week.

Mens breakfast:

What a start to the weekend, what a breakfast, what a word!

This morning saw the men of City Praise Centre, Gravesend, doing life together by gathering at a chosen beefeater for a mens breakfast. Not the first time and it most certainly won’t be the last. We normally have an attendance of around the eighteen to twenty-two/three mark. Our highest that I can remember, is about thirty-two. Today though was special, our pastor, whom I will refer to as Tom, had a special word for us and to go with this the Lord brought along fifty men, wow! Go Jesus, go Jesus, go!

The bonding was great as usual, sitting with at least one person you have not spoken to before and getting to learn a little bit about them. That does not always happen. Sometimes some of us get wrapped up in our own little friends world, me included, and just don’t want to reach out, but there was something different about today.

Breakfast finished, for most that is, there is always the odd bit cutlery clattering in the background. Tom stood up to bring us the word that he had for the men. Lo and behold! An elderly couple came into the restaurant through the french doors at the far side of the building leading in from part of the car park. I could not hear what the lady said but that was really irrelevant, most of the men just heard Tom retort ‘I don’t work here’. As you can imagine all those expectant mighty macho men roared like the lions they are into a rib tickling, gut busting laughter, to the very slight embarrassment of the gentleman’s wife I believe. Eventually recomposed, Tom and the message got underway.

MEN OF THE HOUSE

Ezekiel 22:30 “I looked for a man to stand in the gap” There was the crux of the message. Stand in the gap for the Lord and bring the word of God to His house, His children, His lost children. Brother fellow-men, be there for them, support them in times of hardship in the spiritual sense of the word. Mentor them if they are new to the fold. Let them see the six core values in you.

CORE VALUES:

FAITH,                                                                                                                                                            EXCELLENCE,                                                                                                                                                DEVOTION,                                                                                                                                                        STRENGTH                                                                                                                                                         HONOUR                                                                                                                                                      CHARACTER

Pray to God and ask Him to lay on your heart, the names of at least six or more people who He wants you to be a trusted brother to.

Be a MAN OF THE HOUSE:

There are three key habits that as MEN OF THE HOUSE we need to adopt.

They are:

  • GIVE BIBLICALLY
          Let them see the word of God manifested within you by what comes out of your mouth. Partner with them. Start a new focus group and invite them along to listen to pre recorded DVDs as part of a set programme.
  • ATTEND REGULARLY

Attend the house of God regularly so that they can see your FAITH shine, your DEVOTION to the house, the bride of                                 Christ and your HONOUR to God. Let them see your EXCELLENCE in the word of God, your spiritual STRENGTH and your CHARACTER that has been built within you by the impact of Gods word on your life.

  • PRAY DAILY
          Pray for your church daily, pray for the anointing of God upon your church. Bolster your six brothers up in prayer every day. Pray to God to give you the strength to allow Him to bring forth the anointing that is within you. To be the Jesus that He wants you to be for His children that do not yet know Him.
          It is not word for word as Tom gave it to us this morning, but the message is the same.
Come and join us at our church and be one of the MEN OF THE HOUSE. 
This is just part of what Tom, along with other members of our church have been talking about and praying for, to bring the men of our church inline with the word of God and make them stronger so that they can ‘stand in the gap’ for the Lord.
Don’t forget, we will now as MEN OF THE HOUSE meet every first saturday of the month and be brothers together over a high cholesterol breakfast. Amen
Another diversion then onto ‘The Right Way’
Book jacket for The Right Way by Robert O Russell
          Well, this is a slight diversion but not entirely. There is at this moment on http://www.theparchmentgirl.com                       a giveaway. If you know what a blog is you will probably be familiar with the term giveaway.
 It started at 8am this morning and has been sent out internationally so I have been informed. If you would like to enter to try to win a free copy, go to the above website and log in.
As the author, I have put up one book as a prize for the best post received by the host, and is worthy of first place in her opinion at the end of the giveaway run time, which I believe is two weeks from today.
 Chapter 3-Purgatory
          This was without any doubt the hardest chapter to write. It was only after I started to write that I realised, I had not managed to put this episode of my life behind me as I thought I had. All I had managed to do over the years was to bury it and bury it deeply, so I thought.
          Because God called me to write this book, I soon realised that I could not just skimp over this chapter, and I was not allowed to either. I relived many parts of it many times over the few weeks that it took to finalize, and my fiance on many occasions cradled me in her arms as the tears flowed and flowed and flowed. I came to a point where I just could not cry any more. Periods of sobbing over many days had literally cried the pain and heartache away, and in the end I knew that God had healed me from this vile act that men and women use to gain pleasure from innocent and vulnerable young children.
          Now freed from guilt from letting this happen I was ready to move on with the book. Oh no! Not yet, God was not finished yet. When God cleanses you He really cleanses you. I had to accept that I had to forgive myself before I could forgive the perpetrator, only then could God begin to rebuild me in that area of my life.
          I knew when God had cleansed me fully though because I just sat down and typed out the whole episode of what happened and not a tear was shed from my eyes, not a pain went through my heart, and I even felt compassion towards the perpetrator. Although I am totally comfortable with the memory now, I will not name names as the memory for those who loved him would be soiled for no reason.
          A scary time of my young life, yes without any doubt whatsoever. A worrying time when I got older, you bet. As I approached my fifties I was scared inside that I would actually start to abuse, but praise God that period of inner pain passed after about two years or so. I cannot fully remember because as God heals and cleanses, the dirt and rubbish is cleared away and you really cannot remember with any clarity, because it is not buried it is gone.
But there will be times when I know that God will give those thoughts back to me for a specific purpose for His glory.
What if:
          What if I did not know God, what if I was an ordinary kid with no dad, a mum who was not there for me as a mum should be.
Where would I be now. I don’t know really, and it is not a very appealing idea having to think about it. However I will as I feel that the Holy Spirit wants me to delve into the other side of things.
          Pornography I had never been into in any form, it just made me sick to my stomach which in hindsight was a blessing. Who in their right mind would want to look at pictures of young children being made to perform indecent sexual acts. But this is a road that I could easily have gone down, if God had not been at my side. The thought of having to be totally intimate with another male is inconceivable in my mind, but it could have happened. Thinking about things as I write, I am so grateful to God for taking my biological father home, otherwise things would have been so different. Yes, God is my father and I am a child of God.
          I wonder now what torment the perpetrator actually went through, did he suffer when he was a child. This sickening lifestyle is an abomination unto God and cannot be treated lightly. It needs constant prayer for the protection of young girls and boys. It also need prayer for the perpetrators as well, for they are not perverts they are ill. They have inside them an evil spirit the spirit of perversion, and this desperately needs to be prayed against, in the mighty name of Jesus of Nazareth.
May God bless you and your families throughout the coming week.
Look out for Poets Corner… coming soon.
Meanwhile, stay good – you know you should, and if you tried you know you could.
#Faith#Jesus#Spirituality#Truth#God

And yes there’s more

February 26, 2012 § Leave a comment

Hi there,

Another week gone by, where does the time go to. I used to think when I was younger that older people sometimes spoke a lot of rubbish, especially with some of the old wives tales that used to be prevalent at that time. I remember hearing many times the words, time goes much faster when you get older, so make the most of your time while you are young.

I used to get fed up with time when I was young, sometimes a week would seem like a lifetime. Funny how things change. Now I wish there were more hours in a day, more days in a week and that the weekends were longer.

Because time seems to pass by so quickly makes me think did I, or do we do things the right way. This brings me to my blog update for the next few weeks. Having recently written an autobiography called ‘The Right Way’ I have decided to examine different sections of the book. To look at what could have happened if I had done things differently. What do I really mean by ‘The Right Way’ and is the right way the correct way.

Join in with me as the weeks progress, leave a comment, do you agree or disagree.

Week 4, Blog 4 ‘The Right Way’

So is ‘The Right Way’ right or wrong. In a nutshell it depends on  what you want out of life. Do you want a good life, one which is full of love, happiness, joy and salvation then yes it is the right way. On the other hand if you enjoy torment, vulnerability, uncertainty and sadness. The idea of being used to hurt and deceive others, then yes this may be the right way for you. But it is the wrong way to go.

I can say the above through experience in many areas of life which are open to us if we do not want to follow Jesus.

Let me delve further into my younger years as mentioned in my book ‘The Right Way’. The amniotic membrane that was over my head is said to have spiritual significance when birthed in that way. If it did or not I had no idea and it has meant absolutely nothing to me for the last fifty nine years. Now though two and a half years after writing ‘The Right Way’ I have had time to reflect on what I wrote and of course what has happened since. It makes me wonder where I would have been if I had followed the correct path that God had planned for my life all that time. For me I know now that things could have been very different spiritually, I would not have been in some of the dark situations that I have encountered from time to time.

I cannot say with any certainty what would have happened in my life for only God knows that answer. All I can say is that I am at this moment in my life very happy, content, a work in progress where the Lord is concerned but I know I am going ‘The Right Way’

What about the other way, what could have happened. Well, for a start if things had carried on where motoring convictions were concerned I would have probably have ended up in prison. Married women, if that had carried on I would not like to think what may have happened. I was once threatened with having my throat cut from one ear to the other just for talking to a man’s wife and someone else getting the wrong idea and talking out of turn.

That episode in itself taught me to mind my own business, it didn’t make any difference at the time but I did know. The incident with the coach, if the Lord had not had His hand on my life and my foot had just squeezed a further two MPH out of the engine I could well have been looking at a very long manslaughter sentence. Now is any of this what a well balanced person want for there life, the answer is no and because we would be off balance with our weight of sin brought about by allowing the enemy to be in charge of our lives.

Although I have had visions and revelations over the past six years that I have been back with the Lord, some of the visions over the last two and a half years have been really breath taking. In the main they are to do with the growth of our church but at times they are for an individual within our home connect group. I even get visions for my wife which just cements for me what God laid on my heart when we first met, that we really are soul mates.

Join me next week when I will expand on another section of my book ‘The Right Way’

Meanwhile, stay good-you know you should, and if you tried you know you could.

God bless

Robert

Another week with blessings

February 19, 2012 § Leave a comment

Hiya,

Nice to see you here again, thank you for continually dropping in for a catch up. Now I wonder which one you are waiting to hear about first, the shower or the poem. If I was in your shoes I would really like to read the poem first, that’s why I will tell you about the shower. Is that a Grrrr I can hear, all good things come to those who wait.

Ok! I will recap a few words just to refresh the area where beer cannot reach.

It is not unusual for me to talk to the Lord when in the shower, and often also where the Lord may lay something on my heart.

Why the shower? Well, it is to do with the water. Running waters have a very spiritual significance, and personally I have always found that I feel more at one with God when under running water than anywhere else. I feel His very presence on many occasions. It was in the shower that I learnt to be very careful what I ask God for even in jest. Water is pure (normally) and when I have a great time with the Lord I can come out of the shower on a spiritual high. Water is cleansing and I feel that I am washed clean not just bodily but spiritually as well. I was once given a vision that became a poem, where I was sitting beside Jesus at a pool in a heavenly garden and we were holding hands and just talking. Close by was a waterfall and the peace abounding due to the cascading water was amazing. This still holds for me when I am in the shower, and I have no reason to believe that it will ever change.

Now you know the significance of water for me in the shower.

A Poem from God

A poem that God gave to me the day after my mother’s funeral, had such an impact on me and my life to come. It is fairly common knowledge that when we lose a loved one whom we hold dear, it can take many years, normally about three, for us to progress through the grieving process to the point where we can fully accept the loss and move on without any feelings of guilt, remorse or other as this is a process which is different for many of us. This poem for me was powerful, as through it, God allowed me to do a complete grieving process from start to finish, I don’t know why but all tears, sadness, loss, regret etc, were replaced by joy as He allowed me to see and understand that my mother’s death was not pointless, and that it was the next step to eternal life, for which all Christians strive. I also felt and still feel that God knows I will follow what I feel He has placed on my heart, and use the poem and experience for the benefit of others who may be suffering in some way, where this account may bring them comfort at a much-needed time in their lives. Put together with the vision that I had in the shower which I spoke about last week, I would say without a doubt that this is the most profound experience that I have had for myself from God.

Here is the poem that was given to me by God.

With Jesus (Given by God at death)

Clouded eyes although they are green,

Most wonderful send off I have ever seen,

Flowers not many you said in your bed,

I do love them now but no good when I’m dead,

We honoured your wish and flowers were few,

Just two on the coffin as I sat in my pew,

The service was short both loving and kind,

To honour a life you have left behind.

A lady of honour and passion and pride,

Backbone of her life she did never hide,

It was Father God in heaven above,

That lived in her body that radiated such love.

At peace with no pain she does rest at last,

A life of great love that’s finished and passed,

But this is not true for her love does live on,

It’s seen in her children sons Robert and John.

Pillars of strength they got from their mother,

Something few people now give to each other,

We’ll honour your life which was solid and true,

We’ll tell other people that Jesus loved you.

We’ll tell them he’s everywhere and with them right now,

That their life is His and He’ll touch it and how,

Just call out to Jesus as our mum had done,

And live life to the full and a glorious one.

Dear mum you are gone but you rest in our heart,

Memories to treasure and never depart,

But we’ll see you again with our Father and Lord

You stayed the full course of that we applaud.

Your spirit now resting in a casket above,

Surrounded in glory and covered in love,

With millions of others that Jesus did show,

‘You’ll see her again son’  ‘Yes Jesus I know.’

Once, twice, three times a lady,

When I hear that song it will send my head crazy,

Now your body is buried but your soul is not dead,

So I’ll look up and smile as I strive on ahead.

Well that is the poem and yes it did bring a tear to my eye, but then again at times so does a thought of my father who has been dead for fifty-seven years. Tears are all part of healing anyway so if you shed a tear or two when reading this poem just maybe God is allowing you to heal in some area of your life.

This week has been good, for one thing I had three days without work, being self-employed it happens at times. God however has used it to bless me in different ways. The best was on Saturday morning, I woke up and just knew that Jesus had touched me while I slept. I may not know how or what the blessing was, but I felt good, I felt really alive and I just had to share on twitter that I loved Jesus. It was without a doubt the most beautiful way to start any day. Thank you Lord for your never-ending love and for being my Dad. Blessings come in all shapes and sizes, and knowing what they are we may never know. Whichever way they come to you is it not wonderful when you realise that you have been blessed by the highest possible power in the land, universe, and stratosphere. Awesome, impacting, life changing and absolutely wonderful.

Next week, I will start to enlarge on areas of my first book “The Right Way’ see relevant page. so that you may gain a fuller picture on aspects of my life that have been spoken about.

Meanwhile, stay good – you know you should, and if you tried you know you could.

God Bless

Robert

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